Oliver is now 2months old, I can't even believe it. It has been so fun being a mom! he is now only waking up once to eat at night which is so so nice, i am finally getting sleep again and he is still sleeping most of the day! I took him into the dr apt for his 2mo check and he is pretty much short, fat and has a big head! I love it. he is my lil budda baby! he did great with his shots better than I did, and I even gave them to him with the help of my great friend jill! I went back to work part time 2weeks ago and its getting easier but it was so hard that first day was KILLER. But I am so thankful for ryan's aunt and my mom for watching him and taking such good care of him! I am also so thankful for Ryan for all that he does for our family he is an awesome dad and oliver just adores him!

Picture's

Jordyn 1st motorcycle ride with papa!

Tay Tay sure loves Ollie

sick of mom taking pic's

VVVRRROOOMMM!!! me and my dad!

Angus so fresh and so CLEAN!!

Miss Molly

Oliver is starting to SMILE!!! YAY

Molly, Dad and Ollie ( he loves his bro and sis)

Dad, Angus and Ollie!

Happy St Patricks DAY!

My baby is 1 month old!!!

My little oliver is now a month old. Me and Ryan can't believe It! It has been a fun 4weeks he is such a good baby, never cries unless hungry or needs a diaper change, and sleeps pretty good through the night. We love him so much and are so thankful for him! He is now no longer wearing new born diapers and his double chin is growing.. it's so stinkin cute!

2 weeks

Ollie had his 2 week apt today at birth he was 6lbs 2 oz and 18in long today he is 7lbs 2oz and 21 in long so he is a growing BOY! He is finally starting to get a double chin which is so stinkin cute! He has been such a good baby only wakes up twice at night and hardly never cries.. we are so lucky to have him. We are such lucky parents!!!

He had to get his PKU done today and hardly cried it was sad! (Ki ya did a great job)

Loves dad's MAN chair.....

here are some pics of my lil man!

his first bath.. wasn't sure if he was going to like it but he did!

Story time with DADDY... ry reads a book to him

everyday, it's so cute he is such a great dad helps always

me, and just always wants to hang out with ollie!

loves to cuddle with daddy!

Having him has been amazing an emotional rollercoster for sure

I am so happy that he is here and healthy! I love being a mom it's the

greatest EVER!

What a weekend!!!

This has been the craziest roller coaster I have ever been on. Magic Mountain has some good ones, and Busch Gardens was cool too, but man! If you could capture this moment and let others experience it, you'd top em all.

It took 9 months of build up and suspense, worry and anxiety. Preparation, projects, showers, and appointments, but it was all worth doing over in a heartbeat. That's just what we got out of it. Another heartbeat and precious addition to our little family.

I never understood why people cannot explain why they felt what they did, or what the whole ordeal was like? I know why now... Its unexplainable. That's the bottom line. How can one person have every emotion hit them in the span of just a couple of seconds. Fear, elation, sadness, happiness, anxious, and spiritual.

I'll do my best. It is scary... Your watching the love of your life go through this messy and painful, complicated and foreign happening. Its bloody scary. Literally (ewww). It is so exciting though. I was on a huge adrenaline high. There is a lot going on and its hard not to get a little amped up for it all! With that came the sadness. Momma's in pain, she was new to all of this, its crazy. Then you see your little guy for the 1st time. He looks rough. That was an ordeal getting outta there. Sure it was a little cramped, but man was it nice and warm and safe. No worries in Mom's tummy; he's protected and fed. Its scary to see him get all roughed up and sucked out. I don't like to think of myself as a big boob or anything, but I was overcome with emotion when I saw him at that moment. As weird and frankly gross as they look, its a beautiful thing to behold. Its when I was able to hold him in my arms for that first time though when it hit me hardest. So hard I got choked up and ALMOST, almost leaked. Being a manly man of my stature, I had to keep it together (plus how could I responsibly take suitable pictures in that blurry eyed state?).

Anyway, its been a wild ride. Tiring in all aspects, but just as fulfilling. I am more grateful for my own parents now too. The time Tami and I have been able to spend together for these last few years has been great and I don't regret for a second waiting, but we have made the plunge into parenthood. I am planning on hitting the ground running, and I am not going to stop til my legs fall off! Time for Ollie and me to have some bonding time and catch the NBA All-star game! Peace out!

Holidays

Over the holidays we spent lots of time with family and friends. Ryan's dad and four lil brother and sisters stayed with us for Christmas as well as everyone else.. it was fun
and good to have them over.. We went to my parents house for dinner and just to chill it was a nice relaxing day! Well i Kinda take that back it was a nice day but being 8mo preggo I kinda went a lil crazy because my house was a mess and i cried and i cleaned the junk drawer...Who cleans there junk drawer?? I'm sure, well i know, Ryan thought i was crazy but still hugged and loved me while i cried in his arms.. not kidding!



Ry and his buddies




Me, Jemie and Kim and lil (oliver)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

32 week baby bump!


Ry's fam in park city

gotta LOVE the under belly!!! lol

Mom and Brinley


dad and tay tay

Sheesh and Julie my sistas